What do you do when it all falls apart?[The Veronicas] Honestly, what CAN you do but pray and hold on to all your beliefs and hope that something/anything will come and save you from this living hell. Sigh...

On a lighter note, i believe i've neglected this blog for quite some time. Its just been really tiring recently(though i've not done much). Still trying to figure out what is it thats gotten into me. Army life's pretty mundane right about now since we have nothing much to do in camp as our commander is busying himself with other more important stuffs. The only thing keeping me going is those little moments that occur which you will treasure eventually as time passes on. I've just realised it sooner. Funny moments. Time spent bitching about this person and that. The minimal "sai kangs" [shitty jobs] that we are entrusted to do. And time spent crapping everywhere we go. But things are going to change as National Day draws to a close a.k.a more training and duties. Shucks. But looking back, i realise that i've been blessed with the best commanders, units and section bunk mates everywhere they throw me. And even then they threw me in the right direction. i dont believe in coincidences. Guess i'll have GOD to thank for these.

Anyway army duty sucks a lot coz it always occur on the days i'm going out with my friends which means i'm always missing out on outings!!! its not fair!!! darn it...its not the first, second or third time its happening. i'm gradually losing contact with the outside world and its scaring me. Ahhhh...!!!

On to a whole new topic...i saw lenard ong kee kee on the MRT this morning. It was actually quite shocking because he was sitting right beside me and i didnt notice it was him at first. i was like "who's this crazy person staring at me......OMG!!!" Crazy day huh?

Later on today, i went out with boon shopping for denis' present at Westmall while the nice auntie at Green Adventure sewed the LCP rank. Settled for a bag coz i couldn't think of anything else to buy that may come in handy. its actually pretty cheapo since its shared among 8 people...hah. And i forgot to zip up my zipper for the whole trip and only realised it at JE MRT. Like Ooh My God!!! It was so embarassing.

Hopefully things can stay this lively for as long as possible(minus the zipper bit). I really need some divine intervention here.

where'd you go...i miss you so...seems like its been forever that you've been gone...please come back home...