Screaming Happy 2009 on the 7th seem a tad bit inadequate. I apologise for the blog drought. I've been at a loss for words for quite a while. A result of too much thoughts crammed into too little space. If only we could all tap into 'that other portion' of our brain. Then memorising the dictionary would be a walk in the park.
They say ignorance is bliss. The year '08 was filled with unexpected twist and turns, horrible ones at that. After one too many blows, i'd found it a gruelling task to live each day as it was - choosing to ignore rather than to face the truth. On some days, the memory proved too persistent; thoughts too wild to remain blissfully ignorant. So much so that it felt so close to suffocation. i'm just glad that '08 is finally behind me. 2009 will be a life-changing year - be that positive or negative.
New year countdown at patricia's resort-like condo.
Charades; lotsa food and even a guest star appearance by the local security! As always, thanks for EVERYTHING. I've only my attendence and measly funds to offer. Please don't get sick of me and banish me to you-know-where. That'll be a truly horrifying experience!!
Somehow, with the adrenaline draining away and fatigue setting in, overnights always seem to invite much emo-ness into our circle. (what with all the heart-to-heart talks and confessions) Though we may not be the happiest bunch of people, but its ok right? We've all got our personal unfathomable problems. Some probably more vocal about them; a few choosing to keep hush for the most part; and one hiding in his/her shell almost completely. So afraid to even let us in a bit, its worrying. Whichever, whoever, however, i'm here for everyone of you. Together we'll survive 2009!!
