i suppose some updating is in order.

.NDP's over. In a matter of minutes; a heart pounding, giddy rush of exhilaration, it all ended. Just like that; months of preparation and hard work all leading up to this ultimatum. That's not to say it wasn't worth it. Trust me, it was worth every penny and i'd do it all over again if i could. Even now, it is hard to capture or describe the exact sense of awe that overcomes one in such moments but whatever it was, it felt great. I felt gratified to have had the chance to perform in a year that earned such rave reviews. I haven't actually seen myself on TV yet; not sure whether i want to but since i've already heard a couple of positive comments, it can't be too bad.
Well, whatever.

.Aside from the honour, NDP also signified the passing of an annum. It seemed like only yesterday that i was standing on that very stand carrying out security duties on NDP08. It would seem the sands of time is as relentless as ever. Which brings forth a much important point: 4months left till my discharge form National Service. I feel both anxious and lost; a mind-boggling duet of emotions. I'm not sure why..
OK fine. I do know why. It's just sad it has to be that way.

.As you'd have noticed, I've decided to do away with the imageries in my language. For now. It seems far too depressing anyway( and that is something, i can assure you, i do not need any more help in). It's just my plain, boring language for now; the occasional delve into imagery notwithstanding.

.I rented Grey's Anatomy Season1 for my viewing pleasure.
yea, it's really good.

.International buffets seem to be my latest vice.
It's all about the food with me.

.Meanwhile, the view at the bottom of the pecking order still needs some getting used to.
I'm not liking what i see, that's for sure.

.Life goes on.