ok seriously?
having diarrhoea is NOT fun.
having diarrhoea for 3 days is DEFINITELY NOT fun.
having diarrhoea for 3 days AND 3 freaking nights is ABSOLUTELY, DEFINITELY NOT FUN.

Fever's gone down, aches gone away but the diarrhoea is RELENTLESS.
I know; i'm whining but I've only been to the toilet for like 2dozen times today.
AND I'm downing drugs like a med-junkie.
only, the meds don't seem to be working its magic.
Arghh...

ORD training in 2days.
Wonder how i'm gonna get through in this condition.
YAYE for me...

Life...
again. what can i say?

'if i could roll my eyes ten thousand times, i would've done it!'

well;
if i could say thank you ten thousand times over i would have done it too.


I'm glad i was invited. The surprise was well worth the effort since it yielded, albeit unexpectedly, much needed relief for me; recent events kept knocking me off my feet and i was getting exhausted.

So for being the ears that i needed so much;
For interjecting with the appropriate 'tsks' and 'ahhs' to let me know that you understand;
For the heartwarming quote aforementioned;
I thank you; both of you.

Unexpected returns;
Life's full of twist and turns.
It brings you down then pulls you back up just to bring you down again.

Consequences don't always seem apparent in the moment.
But in time, be it a day, year or decade, it always comes to light.

Past mistakes keep coming back to haunt me.
Been walking in the shadows that which my mistakes had casted.
Feeling despondent and lost.
Hate that i'm not in better control of my emotions.
Gotta break free; somehow.

Yes.
I'm morose and angsty;
So what?

And dang do i have to be glued to gossip girl.(if you know what i mean)

Photos from diving trip.



Normally, i prefer using words rather than a slew of photos to express my thoughts. But at times, words fail and i find myself at wit's end raking my brain for proses to convey my thoughts to paper.
Of course, it could just be a lack of aptitude or that my fluency isn't up to scratch.
But then, such times often illustrate that where words seem to fail, a picture can paint a thousand words in its place.