Chances - Five for Fighting



'Chances are we'll find a new equation..'

To avoid claims of plagarism, I confess that I first chanced upon the song on the dragon's blog. Then came the recognition of an old aquaintance (the song was aired on 'The blind side') which, might i add, was worth every dollar of the movie ticket so watch it if you ever get the chance to.

I came across this quote while reading hamlet(revised) that read - 'Adolescence had changed their relationship, so that the easy familiarity of childhood had given way to a more awkward ebb and flow between them.' Won't you say this describes us to a T? hah..

As always, the month of march hasn't been all fun and laughter. I apologise if I have inundated you guys with any of my woes but come and gone it has; all that is and will be, is left in the hands of fate .

But this time tagged, is a note of finality and close on its heels, a sense of relief chasing away the cloud of anxiety that hovers in the deepest parts of my dreams. The sweet scent of freedom; ease of communication, like my conscience has been cleared of an obstruction, bears witness to it. Or perhaps it was something else I found...
only time will tell.

In any case, some updates ought to be meted out.

1)Underwaterworld/Universal Studios

Work has been an eye-opener. Getting to dabble in people relations and observing interactions between different generations, backgrounds, characters, has provided me with some sort of insight towards working life. If it's anything like what I've seen, I'd say we are pretty much screwed for life; or at least until we reach a 'mental maturity' level to start screwing someone else's life over. Oh what a bunch of self-destructing organisms we are. Not to disclaim all the kindness that I have received from the more well mannered collegues. Disconcertingly, it is to my observation that the miserable counterparts are usually those who are still single. Is this to be the fate of those who are left on the shelf?; to begrudge the happy and disdain the fortunate. What a morose and meaningless life that would be! Of course, I happen to know someone who would wholly disagree upon the aforementioned statements. But look closely, consider that love does make us softer; companionship - less lonely. Yes, I confess that I am a romantic but what is a dove without its wings?

2)Diving[2nd dive trip. Dive no. 6-10.]
Pictures. No words needed.







3)Revelations
I love havng revelations; I find it gives one insight and insight is everything when one's trying to piece together life's great puzzle. (I'm talkin about a gazillion piece puzzle here.)
And if revelations are the end product then thought is the catayst for it but with all the mess and clutter of university applications in the way, I hadn't had the mental stamina or room to house any other forms of thought. I know, I'm a dreadful mess but hopefully, with some 'extra help' I'll finally be abe to clean my act up.
And with all the applications out of the way, I'm finally able to think about other stuffs which is a blessing.

4)'You only need faith to walk on water..too' This is for you.
I read it! And I guess I should thank you for every thought, action, prayer that you have made for my well-being. You are awesome.
Whatever that you were, is inspiration.
Whatever that you are, is hope.
It shouldn't be based on practice but belief. I am certain you agree. So I am waiting for a sign. Or several tiny signs in my case. (I'll explain another time)
Slowly but surely.